Leave it be.

WHY! I don't want to feel this way, its pointless.
HOW! Could I have been so stupid.

It's such a pathetic notion, that I don't know who or what to believe.
There is no way, that you will ever know. Thankgod.
I'm sorry, also to you.

It's time for us to grow up.. :(
All of us.

Cold winter.

It's been a good Wednesday night, as far as they go. An art exhibition and dinner with people I adore. Tim, Jess and Bran <3

Oh oh yes, its that time of year again. Summer is over and being single starts to get overrated. Tis' the season to get snuggly (falalala la la la la. or something like that).. Although I fear this just isn't so for some of us, ''tuning'' or whatever we wish to call it, has become a fine art and for the life of me I have forgotten how to master it. It's kind of amusing really, it becomes such an awkward task for me. Thus proving that this, is nevertheless, going to be a very very cold winter! Joy.

Whatever works for you.

Today is a day of days for myself, I am emotionally free of that burden.

I don't know if any body else has this problem, but except for a minor few..
My friends, are relatively shit ones, they are amazing people in themselves, but they are god awful friends. It is starting to become a problem for me. Good people, bad friends.. Strange, but oh so true. Although I am starting to become more dependant on myself, rather than looking for others to feel the void. I realise most people are already doing this, I'm just late to the game.

We are four months into this year, fark!? How on earth did this happen? Did I fall asleep for three months, only coming to for minor interludes? Apparently so. This is somewhat of a poor effort on my behalf, I need to start acomplishing more things.
School, would be a good place to start. We'll see where that leads us.