''I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the hell was I?
Now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?''
Bon Iver, you always know how I feel.
I just wish you did.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Jimmys Skate & Street. Tour of Tassie Art Show.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
I think I know why the dog howls at the moon.
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again.
You're strong but your needy,
Humble but you're greedy.
And based on your body laungage,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading.
Your style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless.
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
though your mind is rather reckless.
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
perhaps it's time
Whilst I was in art today I came to the conclusion that I really miss photography and writing.
I'm making myself a little project of taking photos of everything. Perhaps a photo every day, just messing around. I need to find what I love- again.
My best friend told me the other night that she thinks I'm lost. I seem distant and not myself.
It's odd, because I didn't realise I had been acting like this. I suppose I change, as does everyone right? Regardless I am sorry, sorry to you and sorry to everyone I have worried.
Going to get sushi with Erin soon :) lovelaaaaah!
I'm making myself a little project of taking photos of everything. Perhaps a photo every day, just messing around. I need to find what I love- again.
My best friend told me the other night that she thinks I'm lost. I seem distant and not myself.
It's odd, because I didn't realise I had been acting like this. I suppose I change, as does everyone right? Regardless I am sorry, sorry to you and sorry to everyone I have worried.
Going to get sushi with Erin soon :) lovelaaaaah!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
So today is Friday, and I'm stressing out, a lot.
I have an English Essy on Hamlet in less than 2 hours! D: Jesus.
I'm no where near ready for it. Its such a mind capturing piece of literature that I feel I will not do it enough justice, who am I kidding I most definitely will not do it justice. This eassy question is ridiculous :
'Select two characters from Hamlet and deomstrate that human beings can be ennobled or diminished by the ways in which they respond to the problems that they are confront them. In your response, expore how your understanding of their behaviours has affected your own idea's and issues.'
BLAH BLAH.
I have an English Essy on Hamlet in less than 2 hours! D: Jesus.
I'm no where near ready for it. Its such a mind capturing piece of literature that I feel I will not do it enough justice, who am I kidding I most definitely will not do it justice. This eassy question is ridiculous :
'Select two characters from Hamlet and deomstrate that human beings can be ennobled or diminished by the ways in which they respond to the problems that they are confront them. In your response, expore how your understanding of their behaviours has affected your own idea's and issues.'
BLAH BLAH.
"To be, or not to be, that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The siblings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles
And opposing end them."
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The siblings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles
And opposing end them."

There is light at the end of this very dim and dank tunnel! This afternoon, Sean Edwards and I are driving down to Shearwater to celebreat Misee's birthday :D Time to get down with your bad self? Or something arather.
My gurl Ree is heading down also, so you can see why I'm keen :D
I will most definitely post some pictures next week.
Well, I best go study..
Or try to.
I will most definitely post some pictures next week.
Well, I best go study..
Or try to.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Doesn't mean I don't like you.
Just because I don't say anything,
Doesn't mean I don't like you.
I tried to ask you to your face
I tried to ask you to your face
But no words came out.
I put on my hood and walked away,
That doesn't mean I don't like you.
It just means I'm scared, scared of humanity..
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Simplicity.
The start of my year, was at best very messy. In all senses of the word.
I'd been caught up in a whirl-wind of lust & romance, then it was gone. I'd lost my self in a way.
I wasn't sure where I fitted in.
It was all very surreal and I'm not even sure if I could explain it to you properly.
I hadn't realised how selfish I had been whilst caught up in my bubble of happiness. I had forgotten how important it was to do things for yourself. I was selfish to my friends, I'd preferred to spend time with him rather than you guys. It was not until he was gone that I realised you had all packed up and gone too.
January was the loneliest month I can remember. It was a good start to the year, right.
It eventually subsided and things were on the mends, school went back.
I started to feel normal again, still I was unsatisfied with things.
I needed a change in my life, things became to routine and it bored me.
I moved schools, probably the best thing I've done in a while; although I miss certain things/people.
I lost a friend in December, someone who I regarded quite highly. Being foolishness & naive cost me that friendship, to what I thought was for good. I have never told her this, alas, I missed her almost every day. I didn't know what I had until it was gone. The night before my birthday, she wished me well and told me to have a good one & we've only been improving since then.

The last two months have been fairly complicated, it amuses me how something so small blew out of proportion. It also saddens me, that I lost a friend out of it. And if you read this Tim, I'm sorry I disappointed you, bud.
All I can say is, it was a mistake to think that it'd be worth it... clearly wasn't.
All I can say is, it was a mistake to think that it'd be worth it... clearly wasn't.
Right now, things are actually pretty good.
I have the the two main people in my life.
Jessica R
Jessica R
&
Ree Smith.
Ree Smith.
A few others keep me happy, also.
Keeping this simple is key.
Right now:
I'm content, drinking my coffee, listening to music, being alone in my house.
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